So new at sharing....

Well here I am. The first in hopefully many blog episodes. I am trying to find another way to express, vent, cope, ask... you know what I mean. So lets see... I am a single (attached) mother of 2 boys - Jonathan who will turn 15 in May and Adam that just turned 7 this month. Sadly neither of my kids are home with me. Jon has been "sent" to live with his father for the educational perks Ohio has to offer than the place I live. North Carolina is a great place but the city I live in has the worst schooling for children who actually have drive to be something when they "grow up". My son Adam is another story all in its own on why he is not in my life. For this I will dedicate an entire blog post just for him. Its hard to sleep every night knowing my mommy skills are not being utilized every day and miss my children to death. The door for Jon has been left open and if he does choose to come back down here (I am moving to a real HOUSE in a great school district). This is crazy and a huge mess of a post for being my 1st but really just dont know how to do this! Any ideas, help aid, lend it, send it, give it!